Way too much!

SUCK IT BABE

Considering myself a weirdo I must submit my limit of bearing "too much" is wierdly high (self-praise?). There is always too much work, too much noise, too much..of anything that crosses your mind. But that's just what people say to keep the conversation on. Let's see things from a different angle, the Conscious one.

An efficient experiment to find out one's "too much" is to talk in public about perversion or sleaze, any kind of deviation or about violence. It happens sometimes, person is not experimenting and yet, the reactions speaks in very obvious tone: "This is too much." 

My believes consist in being nonconformist, time to time. Sometimes on purpose sometimes not. How many of you ever wanted to react in a completely different way? To say something gross, do some impolite gesture, to suggest some activity far away from common moral code?

I DONT HAVE ANY IDEA WHAT THIS IS
IT'S JUST GROSS.

What surprises me the most is my own affection by that code. While I was looking for pics to post, I was disgusted by what I found googling: "gross". It almost reached my own "too much" limit. Still I considered potential readers (and here we go again!) and decided: at first: not to put any of those gross pictures to my blog, then: to put some gross picture, but again considering common limits of tolerance.

I would say the picture is "soft-gross" (inspired by soft porn).

JOEL PETER WITKIN
THE GRACES, LOS ANGELES, 1988

This topic might seem a little decadent, but as my friend noticed - the word "decadency" is kind of hoary and overrated (thanks Mito). Still I will not give up on a visit of a new exposition "Decadence Now!" . I heard it's "too much". And I have a provocative mood to go visit the decadent film festival by the way. Who is gonna join me? (No, but really?!)



STUFF WHICH HELPS YOU SLEEP AGAIN:

• hot milk with honey or cocoa
• fairytale 
• sleeping pills
• punch in the face

I'm remaining curious to see, discover and test theese and also other awkward social limits and I'm sure they will make me laugh (again and again). What else can I do about them, anyways.

Stay Conscious.
B

SHIT?!