Conscious B and Changes

I belive it is not the main purpose of having a blog to write about myself. But my childhood socialization brought some indelible skills I have internalized. For example to introduce myself while interacting with someone unknown. 

CAN OF COKE

It is not necesary to bring here what I do for living, how old I am or what is my favorite colour. I'm trying to introduce myself as a human being influenced by pressure and expectations from the outside, so that person is worried if there is even some small piece of one's real character, somewhere,  deeply hidden.

Recently I realized I don't really like some things that made me happy earlier. And also, I don't like some of those indelible skills that changed my personality to a pressed can of Coke, but to do the right thing, sorted and thrown into a bin for metal.

READ THE SIGN:
LEMON ON A WATERBED

What I do like, are, for example, my unusual asociations. These are observable in the moment of silence. I'm not saying my thoughts loud with respect of other people who might not understand. And that's wrong. That's what makes my characted hiding behind political correction,thoughtfulness, 

precaution, and played symphaties.

This all led to the sudden awakening, which I describe as making me conscious violently. It is up to everyone, how would you explain the word violently. As I checked on Google Translator, there are at least 11 meanings for it in my language (my favorite no. 7). Here I'm giving you the space for your own imagination.

CATCHES OF CHANGE:

People change. The change is usually sudden, unexpected and most of the cases, it hurts. The thing about hurting is not fixed to the person who experiences the change, much more it affects people and commitments around. This fact might be the major aspect deciding IF to make the change.

Even if just a quick shake up is needed, I recomend to think it through. More valid for blowing away the cobwebs/bigger scale change/.

MY PENDANT HAS CHANGED A LITTLE
NOTHING SPARKLES NOTHING GLITTER
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A SHELL FROM BEYROUTH

CHECK:

A wise man changes his mind, a fool never will. Spanish Proverb VERSUS: All change is not growth; all movement is not forward. Ellen Glasgow RESULT?

Wisdom lies neither in fixity nor in change, but in the dialectic between the two.

Octavio Paz

OR:

All changes, even the most longed for, have their melancholy; for what we leave behind is a part of ourselves; we must die to one life before we can enter into another.

Gail Sheehy

LAST SERIOUS CHATCH OF CHANGE:

 I HEAR THE BUZZ, THE FALL BRINGS FREEZE.

 AND WHEN IT DOES, I CHANGE TO THESE.

Stay conscious.

B